borderline boy,

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he will not tell you
he loves your body anymore &

you will pull out all your teeth as to
not scrape your knuckles while you
search for self-worth
in the back of your throat you will be
the disappearing act you'd never finished you will be
looking for your own death in the pit of your stomach you will be
emptying yourself whole again &

when there is no part of you left
unsoiled you will 
try to find purity in
turning vile

& you will ask them goddamn it, why can't i die already 
you have

d r  i   f    t     e      d

so far &

this is all you've ever been:
the trigger finger that makes
a carcass into martyrdom

(& goddamn it, why can't i die already)
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pansydiv's avatar
sorry, i'm late. but i'm here if you ever need me <3