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This Is How You Will Hurt
This is how you will hurt.
It will be a sunny day and you are still in your room, your curtains drawn to keep the light out, your body shaking under a blanket that just won’t warm you up, but then again, you haven’t felt warm since the day it happened. It is like he took every bit of warmth from your soul, and the only way you will ever feel warm again is if the entire sun grew inside of you.
Your mother is knocking on the door. You pretend you don’t hear her. Your greatest deception since it happened is trying so hard to be normal, and today you do not have the energy for it.
Today, you are going to stare into the darkes
Literature
first.person
he has never been happy in the first person, has always
kept his distance and hidden behind the ever-present you,
has tucked himself into a crowd of we and us and they –
his teacher once said that I
was no good for an essay, I
was neither formal nor convincing, I
was too specific a skeleton to build
a body of proof around. he thinks
he knows his bones better than anyone else’s,
but soon learns that it is better to cut a
one-size-fits-all garment in arguments,
and never quite trusts I again.
I, he thinks, is the monster hidden in a closet of taboo.
I, he thinks, is the rot in an apple made of wax.
I comes to him at night gas
Literature
To Hold Me
I wish you would hold my gaze
Like you try to hold me,
Find the flash behind my unshared thought;
I feel like a mystery that you don't want to solve.
Please take me into your confidence
Like you take me in your arms;
I remember once I thought I was free to speak,
But that was when I thought you listened.
I am a meteor and a thicket,
A long laugh and a folk song;
I wish you would grasp my dreams like you grasp my hands...
Or do you suppose they are yours for the taking?
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called you a survivor like
you had a choice
as to whether
you'd keep living
with it
no, i can't write it out
if i put words to it
it might become real
called you a survivor like
you had a choice
as to whether
you'd keep living
with it
no, i can't write it out
if i put words to it
it might become real
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This made me want to cry, and reading it hurt my heart in ways it hasn't in years. Wonderfully written, but so hard to read.
I had hoped it didn't mean what I thought it did, but I knew it did.
I had hoped it didn't mean what I thought it did, but I knew it did.